In a day where there was no gray

In a day where no life was grey..
where no time was left in the day..
when I saw a light far away
..thinking : is it really time to pay?
Am I ready ? or do i want to stay?
am I clean? or am I going to pay?
I cant be clean..for I sin every single day!
Is there even time to pray?
"now I ask for those minutes of the day!"
being selfish..and it was for my stay!!
I get to my knees..my head down all the way..
Oh dear one..who made me out of clay..
hear me now..for this may be the last I could say:

Distressed with my life full of misery,
lost in a long far and narrow alley,
with all my sins..feeling castaway
floating with no hope, faraway,
and time has come where there is no place to runaway,
no place to hide from you today..
or as i thought I could; to live my day..
sinnful am I in every fairway..

but you are my only gateway..
you are my guide and my way..
give me a chance maybe another day..
dont let me burn with all the hay..
don't leave me but guide my way..
my filthy sins drive me away..
but with you I am back on the right way.. 
give me a chance just one day..
a replay of one day..

for I love you dear lord..
with tears of sadness and screams to be heard
will he leave me the one sheep of the herd ?

or am I no more of it?
am I going to be thrown in the pit?
suddenly, every sound is silent..

then I hear a voice..

"for it shall be done and you will have one more day"

and then I wake up

to find myself starting a new day..
was it a dream or did my imagination just drift away..
Or was it real..and it was my last day?

and the day just passes as any other day..

did I even thank for that day?
or for the day that could have been my last day?
how did I even spend my day?
will tomorrow be like today?
or will it be just like yesterday?
Will he even give me another day?

On the day one meets the one...

On the day one meets the one,++++even the cruelest change,

From a beast to a dear++++with the rise of love in the lion’s den

Feelings appear,++++ even on the senseless some signs will come upon,

A smile on the face when you’re ahead one pace

and a grumpy son after a chat has miss-begun

Anger, jealousy, envy …to no end will the emotions extend come near,

As you are dealing with a lion my dear!

But all comes to a halt!!!

On the glimpse of an eye, a look of care or an Intimate stare,,

& Voila!!

The deer is back my dear!

What you do to me when you’re around is inevitable

My power is unbeatable

My consciousness is untraceable

But your depart is unbearable

Never leave me my dear never leave me!

But is it true my love? are we really in love?

or is it just an emotional fluff!

Everyday I sit and with a will I pray

Will she stay or will she fade away

like a burning cigarette on the ashtray

leaving burns and marks after the ashes fly away

Why did I even smoke today!

(Inspired by one of those who aren't of my likes talking on the phone to the one he likes)