In a day where there was no gray

In a day where no life was grey..
where no time was left in the day..
when I saw a light far away
..thinking : is it really time to pay?
Am I ready ? or do i want to stay?
am I clean? or am I going to pay?
I cant be clean..for I sin every single day!
Is there even time to pray?
"now I ask for those minutes of the day!"
being selfish..and it was for my stay!!
I get to my knees..my head down all the way..
Oh dear one..who made me out of clay..
hear me now..for this may be the last I could say:

Distressed with my life full of misery,
lost in a long far and narrow alley,
with all my sins..feeling castaway
floating with no hope, faraway,
and time has come where there is no place to runaway,
no place to hide from you today..
or as i thought I could; to live my day..
sinnful am I in every fairway..

but you are my only gateway..
you are my guide and my way..
give me a chance maybe another day..
dont let me burn with all the hay..
don't leave me but guide my way..
my filthy sins drive me away..
but with you I am back on the right way.. 
give me a chance just one day..
a replay of one day..

for I love you dear lord..
with tears of sadness and screams to be heard
will he leave me the one sheep of the herd ?

or am I no more of it?
am I going to be thrown in the pit?
suddenly, every sound is silent..

then I hear a voice..

"for it shall be done and you will have one more day"

and then I wake up

to find myself starting a new day..
was it a dream or did my imagination just drift away..
Or was it real..and it was my last day?

and the day just passes as any other day..

did I even thank for that day?
or for the day that could have been my last day?
how did I even spend my day?
will tomorrow be like today?
or will it be just like yesterday?
Will he even give me another day?